funk

I'm so unmotivated. I know part of it is that I'm not feeling very good about myself lately (I have crazy ex to thank for that one).  I wouldn't say I'm depressed, but I'm definitely not feeling great about myself or anything I have going on at the moment with work, school or just in life.  The psychic life coach yells at me about intentions and desperation--I'm doing my best! I write in a gratitude journal every day, and I'm trying to be clearer about intentions and what I want.  But F***, I am still not very happy and that has to be okay/allowed...for now.  Weekdays are better. But weeknights and weekends...holy hell...it is torture.  I just want to hit the fast forward button and skip to the part where I feel better.